JANSEN, CECIL MILES

cecil miles jansen · Subject: JANSEN, CECIL MILES December 12th 2008, 12:11 pm

ALL AROUND ME ARE FAMILIAR FACES

worn out places, worn out faces

;; see REEF, NIKOLAI BORIS

BRIGHT AND EARLY FOR THEIR DAILY RACES

going nowhere, going nowhere

name;; cecil miles jansen
birthday;; february sixteenth
age;; twenty-three
description;;
;; 6'2'' and 195lbs
;; wavy reddish-brown hair
;; a thick, rich british accent - destined for acting
;; slender but firm features and a confident, almost breezy walk
;; is usually smiling; his laugh is rich as his voice
;; has an aura of down to earth approachability
;; usually followed by a string of admirers of both genders
;; his light brown -almost golden- eyes are as expressive as his hands and facial features
picture;;

likes;;
;; acting
;; creative expression
;; everything about raphael anton reef
;; feeling rebellious and sneaky
;; raiding the kitchens at night
;; anything by shakespeare
;; classical music
;; boys with foreign accents
;; brunettes
;; dark, rainy weather
dislikes;;
;; being used
;; being manipulated
;; being patronized
;; snobby rich bitches
;; people who think they rule the world
;; the ban on most plays
;; people who can't admit when they're wrong
;; loud and boisterous people
;; meat - he is vegetarian
;; violence in real life
fears;;
;; that he really is gay
;; that someone will suspect he is gay
;; that he will do something gay
;; that he'll get caught doing something gay and it will spread like a wildfire
;; moths
quirks;;
;; he talks with his hands - excessively
;; incredibly expressive
;; has a rich accent for his age
;; has a massive addiction to the cereal sugar crisps
;; is deathly afraid of moths
hopes/dreams/goals;;
;; to find love
;; to make peace with and accept himself
;; to stop letting others infulence him so much
;; to do well in school
;; to lead a movement to revoke the ban on plays

THEIR TEARS ARE FILLING UP THEIR GLASSES

no expression, no expression

inside their life and mind;;
;; born on frebruary sixteenth, cecil is a typical aquarian man. he holds a lot of regard for things like astrology and tarot and the like when they are read or done by someone who actually knows what they're doing. his supernatural and superstitious side is not especially practical or aquarian, but the rest of him makes him the official poster child.
;; he needs a closeness to people but is afraid of getting too close. part of it comes from a fear of comitting, which we can thanks his parents, who were really never home to watch their child grow. his father left his mother when he was nine, which his mother blamed him for - and still does. apparently he wasn't a good enough son.
;; before the academy, he spent most of his time in his room reading and memorizing plays. his mother knew that most literature was banned, and any time she caught him reading, she'd burn the book in front of him. while cruel, his mother taught him the value of careful secrecy. he'd read and stick the book in his pants any time he thought he heard his mom coming up the stairs, and then he'd pretend to be doing homework or watching some government program on the television. she became suspicious after awhile and began searching through his bed and blankets. she never found anything.
;; the reading problem solved, cecil needed a new way to push his luck. and so he began buying shakespeare from a book dealer. he would read the plays like candy, having fallen completely in love with the stories and way of writing. eventually he realized the plays were meant to be acted, and he regretted that nowhere in the world would probably ever show a shakespeare play again. he began memorizing lines to challenge himself further, especially since his mother was beginning to wonder where his money was going and he didn't want to keep buying new books. so instead he began memorizing the ones he had, starting with the plays the he would sometimes act out around the house on days his mother was gone, such as the weekends, once he was done with homework.
;; by his senior years, cecil had every line memorized from half of shakespeares plays (which was as many as he had).
;; while a popular guy in highschool because of his looks, charm, and personality, cecil didn't have much interest in the people around him. he didn't have a true friend and held no regard whatsoever for the girls in the school. they knew he was rich and good-looking, and he knew that was the only reason they talked to him. to appease his mother and avoid having to listen to her screaming at him, he asked out the schools most eligible bachelorette. it was a sensational act and the girl, tessa, was delighted. she seemed to have the wrong idea though as even cecil's mother was strait-laced and forbade him have any sort of relations with the girl on their first date. this was just as well for cecil. the girl only got to dance with him, and unfortunately for her, it wasn't the type of vulgar, sexual dancing all the other kids were enjoying.
;; from that day foward, no one spared cecil the label of queer. even a few of the professors looked at him with a sort of venemous contempt. he began to hate school and with careful planning, ran away one day. his mother found him staying at a local motel. she fought with him, beating him with everything she could find before he finally knocked her out with the flower vase on his window and tied her to the chair. he left a note saying to charge the woman for the room, and took her credit card. knowing her password, he went back to his house and got online. he transferred most the money in both her account into his savings. the next morning, as soon as the bank opened, he arrived to cash his savings. he knew that his father's account is where all the money was, and that his mother was rich because his father payed her once a month. he knew his mother would never hurt for anything, financially speaking, and so he didn't have a trace of guilt as he took $10,000 in cash and opened a new account with it. he knew he'd have to get it all in hard cash eventually, but there was no way he was going to make it through an airport with a duffelbag of that much cash. he just hoped that he could get to it before it was frozen. he was lucky enough to get to his money this morning before someone found his mother tied up, obviously. otherwise he never would have gotten anything at all.
;; with enough cash in his pocket from when he left before his mother found him, he bought a one-way ticket to france. he spoke french and loved the culture, and knew that even if he spent the rest of his life as a transient and child-runaway that he would be happy there. once he arrived in france (which didn't take long, coming from england) he immediately cashed his money and checked into a youth hostel. it wasn't in the best of shape and didn't seem as safe as some of the others, but this one didn't check his background and so he was able to give a false name. he went by james michael hopkins and lived as a street performing artist from the age of nineteen up until the day he recieved a letter - the letter that would take him to numinis academy.

HIDE MY HEAD I WANNA DROWN MY SORROW

no tomorrow, no tomorrow

;; see REEF, NIKOLAI BORIS

nikolai boris reef · Subject: Re: JANSEN, CECIL MILES December 12th 2008, 12:13 pm

ACCEPTED! LOVELY HISTORY.